Saturday, September 1, 2007
tdy was the start of ng eng heng comp. one word, horrendous. it can never be disappointment, i didnt even put up a good game... im quite pissed with myself, or rather very. whether or not i win, every game should be played to the best of my abilities, leaving no regrets behind. i failed terribly. not only didnt i play my best, but also lost the spirit of perseverance. That's the worse attitude during a competition, and i hate myself for tt.
tomorrow is the start of another event, i just want to find my fighting spirit back and just play out everything i have. there's really NO more room for regrets, NO more time for a next time. i just want my very best, no matter what is the result. Be it a miracle, be it being lucky, i just hope that the determination, the effort i put in, and my mentality will bring me to greater heights.
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