Saturday, July 28, 2007
4 rounds around the stadium...
yea 4 rounds, 4 whole rounds for me to think clearly where i went wrong... but i guess i was too full of hatred to think much
i hate him. i dunno why, i was just so angered up just now. maybe my temper just sucked. yea and i pushed all the blame to him... maybe that's wrong, maybe im just not meant to play tbt. so no matter how hard i try, im still the loser. yea and i was so freaking pissed off with i guess myself yea tt i blurted out tt four letter word. sorry to those who heard it, it was so uncouth. yea no more, no matter how angry, no more!
im kind of tired, really, for trying for TWO WHOLE YEARS OR MORE in vain, trying to become better. yea tt sux i know. i dunno how tt will feel to you, its just makes you wan to smash anything in sight because someone asked you why you nv try hard enough, so tts why you are lousy. the feeling is just terrible, its like erm trying to pass an exam by studying 3 months before, sacrificing all the leisure, and in the end you didnt pass, and someone blamed you for not studying hard.
i dunno why im so bothered by it, i know i wun be like a professional when i grow up, but since i have been playing so hard, it will be a waste to give it up wun it? all will be gone if you give up. and i guess i take pleasure in tbt. yea i like it. ok dun wanna say liao. since i got it all out thx to nat and sam! thx not so confused and angry le. shall jus end here on a note of hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
5:04 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
ok here i am on a typical sunday. and i think i caught the harry potter fanatism, lol nvm about tt, i shall just try to stop thinking of it till my test are over since i got one on mon, guess what, my most dreaded subject-MATHS... yea you may wonder how dreadful maths can get, but well its like asking a claustrophobic to do a quiz on the wonders of lifts, ok hope i got tt bla bla phobic thingy name is right, theres too many phobics name out there.
yea so for me who nv have done very well in it, and even the worst score i can ever get come from it, and never had finished a single test or exam paper of maths since sec 1, you can imagine how im feeling during a maths test. probably like even 1 + 1 seems hard to me... its like just staring at the paper makes your mind blank, yours legs also go wobbly, although i know im sitting la. but whatever is it, im gonna do my best, bleargh shall study after this post, really hope to do well la. not hope, its must and can! yup.
and before i end, i shall go into some details of harry potter and the deathly hallows, i know most already know le la. but well i got this from my super fanatic friend who finished the bk on the day it came out, which was yesterday. a whole lot od ppl died.... its like how to say make you numb at the fact tt characters die. as in when sirus or dumbledore died, confirm you like why why why die... then know its like orh ok. lol. so let's see, fred, wormtail, voldermort, lupin, snape, and even hedgewig died... still got more la i cant rmb only. and the ending is 19 years later, bla happt ending lor, who married who, lol ron and hermoine while harry with ginny. cool hor, their kids are named, james, lily, dumbledore. ok yea i guess the ending was cliche, like a bucket of water pour over you when you were like so excited. but i heard the story is gd, so yea still gonna buy it. when it becomes cheaper XD. ok tts all.
12:32 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
marks.........is it really that important?
i mean, yes obviously all students under this world wants good results, who don't right? unless you are a loony, ok thats the not the point. but must the extent of getting good marks be like..... eh not even satisfied when you get like 80% of a project, and just keeps criticizing everyone linked to the cause of the low marks? ok its not low in the first place.... not in the mood to say anymore, maybe im the abnormal one, or just being too ensitive.... but craving marks to such extremeness, i must say its not my style.
anyway geog test is coming!!!! and theres a dunno wad pauls reasoning due on friday!! argh, why must we need to know things like depth, bla bla bla of some info. ok nvm there must be a reason. oh no nothing gets in my head la la la la landfill.....land reclamation... i think i will even dream of making land! XD
5:24 AM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
HARRY POTTER! woohoo i, mavis, ky and miss dont-want-her-name-stated-but-you-know-who. ok lol, went to watch harry potter. but it was not the highlight of the day, the highlight of the day was actually our stupidity! lol.
Let me start with the never ending trail of the movie fanatics hahaz. ok at first after training, mavis's dad sent us to cineleisure. and because it was so packed, we ran round the mall because the escalator were at different places each story, we had to swerve past people somemore. so after a whole, we finally reached the top, and just when we thought we could enjoy the movie, we realised all the tickets, 5.25, 5.30, and 6 were all fully booked! so we used a machine there to check The Cathay's movie time and availability, and guess wad, the whole role all had the word "FULL".
crap, so through ky's phone, we checked the time of both bishan and lido's timings, both were at 6.05. so we decided to rush to lido, and if it is still full, rush to bishan. and we had to do tt in 40 min... so we quickly ran from cine to taka, then to wheelock, then to lido. we were like running through the whole orchard road la, and sweating. then i told sam, later tomorrow newspaper write " four unknowns running through the streets of orchard for unknown reasons" lol. ok basically once we rach the bottom of the mall, we ran up to the top floor by squeezing through every possible space between ppl to rush for time. and guess wad, we reached the top all exhausted, only to find out again, tt all the time slots were FULL until 9.30....
So we went down again, so then ky suggested we go to toa payoh instead of bishan to play safe. we should have done tt long ago anyway, we were darn stupid la. so yes we took mrt all the way back from where we started and chiong to the entertainment centre. luckily, still got seats. if dun have, i will like bang myself against the wall la. but left a few seats only. finally we get to watch it. and WOW for the first time i saw toa payoh so full! omg harry potter must be like so hot la, i mean the show not him hahaz. actually tt was rm's line.
ok now about the movie after a all so long stupid trail of part of singapore hahaz. well if you read the book, you may find the movie a little disppointing, cause a lot of parts were cut off, as in the plot. and not only when the movie reach the middle did it get more exciting. but wad maes it worth watching is the action at the climax, the fighting part it was darn graphically cool. ok hahaz i like tt part best!
ok this is gonna be my longest post ever but i dun care im in the mood to blog nw hahaz. so aft the movie we went to eat at taiwan, hahaz i tried the hmm something eel claypot la. hahaz quite nice. then mavis pinned something on the notice board, so if you ever go tere go find, its quite small la hahaz. its about zhn hahaz.
ok tts the end of the very long post and trail. ok shall end of with a picture of sirus black, mavis say his the best character out there hahaz. and i must thank mas XD, i know you dun wan your name out here la, for carrying my shoe bag like for the whole day hahaz.
7:08 AM
Thursday, July 5, 2007
你的美丽像黑森林
谁不着迷谁又靠得近
温暖还是冰冷冷
猜测下一秒你的天气
宝贝还是玩具
我怀疑我自已
戴苍蝇的眼镜
太多你数不清
一千种个性
谁向谁说我爱你
你又不是垃圾
也没有长细菌
却让我生病
亲一个让我痊愈
戴苍蝇的眼镜
看你举棋对定
一千颗泪滴
告诉我有多爱你
即使你没反应
我想我也愿意
被一个温柔的表情
骗我爱上你
Yay, i like this song，苍蝇的泪滴 by 林宇中, its really nice. but i think hearing it life is much nicer, especially with the guitar accompliment hahaz. ok and yes jay chou's 不能说的秘密 is also very nice. ok this week basically is table tennis and study, and i manage to slee quite early this week, except for mon night, because i was rushing through my project hahaz. so yea i didnt sleep in class for 3 full days!
hmm as for table tennis, it was quite bad la, haiz also dunno wads wrong. nvm i shall think more and sure to find a way, next week shall be a better week, i hope, i wish, and i hope again. dun wan to say so much already, doesnt help by complaining so much either... argh !
And i hope i can watch transformers this sat as planned, my brother say it was really nice . and blogger is lagging like crazy now, crap or maybe its just my comp, which is bogus this few days. tmr's funfair in sch, yes no studying! wohoo! hahaz hope it will be a fun day! anyway its called FUNfair for a reason.
ok what else do i want to say? hmm cant rmb le, shall blog again when i rmb, since weekends is ususally the day when i have just a little more free time, unless like tdy la, no hw so slacking, maybe i shud go study some stuff before i sleep. ok bye!
7:43 AM