Saturday, May 5, 2007
oh no oh no... my dong zuo is really screwed.... tdy's comp showed everything. sigh why why, why when i thought it was getting better it suddenly screw up? i know im repeating myself, but i just dont understand. ok i know my dong zuo initially was wrong already. but i was trying to improve and it somehow felt better and like comp i can hit in, then it seem quite ok until one training last week. when i started it just felt weird. then all i know it was screwed up... i dont even know why tt day my dong zuo just became weird, and i cant seem to change back.... argh this is real frustrating, this is not the first time this happens... waaa comp is just next sat, how how. argh i just need someone to tell me why this happen and help me coorect it... who will? sigh. i need to correct it, and SOON. i cant chill i cant chill. it is horrendously wrong nw.... even coach says so. nw i also think my wo pai a bit weird... desperately in need of help....
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