Thursday, April 26, 2007
Q4, Q7, Q8 and part of Q5, its was just left blank, and i mean TOTALLY blank. i didnt write a single number for those questions. that's how screwed my maths test is. i am 101% sure i will fail my maths test, its just a matter of how badly i fail... Q 8 alone is 15 marks, and Q 7 is about 8 marks, 23 marks confirm gone. with the others left blank, i am even skeptical about being able to get a 20. and its upon 50!!!! why am i so screwed. when i was doing the paper, i just stared blanky at each question. usually at least for the first few questions i am sure of the answer, today even the very first question i am unsure of.... i know im bad in maths, but i really didnt expect to fail. i am really a failure, and i mean a FAILURE. its the first time i felt like crying after a test, or rather i did. the moment i walked out of the room, i know im doom. i really have a feeling i am getting 30 % or less for this test, and this will just make my life harder from now on. my term 1 test is just borderline, and nw a failure. i wud need something like 80% for the end of the year to pull it back up, and that's quite impossible. haiz, how screwed can i get. i dont even feel like getting back my paper, i will just have to get ready to answer to my teacher, and face the horrible results of the test.
AAAAARRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!. it really seemed like a nightmare, but the worst is, its reality. i just feel like screaming the whole house down now.... im i really such a failure?
the sky is now grey
a looming patch of darkness
without any ray
of light
the hope for sunrise
is what kept me going but
my faith like the dice
rolled into the hole of disappointment.
6:25 AM