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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I REALLY TRIED! im sick and tired of talking about this, but i really really really really really did put in effort and tried so so so hard. but why? why dun i see any improvement? WHY!!!!! i feel so screwed, it seems that whatever i do, it just wun help, or maybe it does, but just by that little bit which is practically useless. i feel really useless. i really dunno wad to say, it been like this for a long time, and if you had been trying in vain for like dunno how many nillion days and putting in whatever you can and in the end get nothing, how wud you feel. tt's how im feeling nw. im just so frustrated and and..... argh! im just not good. or worse, just plain lousy. i hate it, i HATE it. im like finding a needle in the dark, i dunno where to change, how to change. change change change and i just cant get it.... not even near. i really hate it. argh...... i really don't wanna give up, i wanna fight on, but sometimes im really so desperate and so irritated. its just.... i cant descirbe it... sigh.


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