Monday, April 9, 2007
haiz semis are over and we settled for the next match fighting for 3rd or 4th. well not really settled, we tried our best didnt we? dam but im still not happy with my performance, when will i ever be... its just quite screwed. i have been training hard and trying to think more and reflect more as what im told to do, but does all these help? im even starting to lose the goal in front of me, worse i guess i will lose hope first. my mind is still in a whirl with many things confusing me, but well shall talk about all those some other time, now gotta mug soon. guess i will just try to rmb everything being taught next time during a match or trng and try my very best to trng out or play out my best, and hopefully improve. more competitions are coming and i really do not want to disappoint myself. i really hope hard work can bring some success, although i have been doubting all these logics for a very long time.
now i know why do i always stone, or rather not want to do anything on weekends but just slack, cause my mind has so much stuff in it i cant really seem to concentrate. well guess i have try to break tt unhealthy trend so as to do well in my upcoming tests. haiz, what is life really about, can someone tell me?
6:12 AM