Saturday, February 10, 2007
hmm long time never post le, so i shall update nw. this week was basically test week. but sigh something unexpected happened, or i knew it my happen but hope so hard it won't, but it still did, nvm i will talk bout tt later.
well about the tests, i screwed up my maths, and i think my chinese isnt very well done either cause i didnt manage to finish the whole thing, one word to describe me-slow. oh man, people have like a full 15 min for checks and im scribbling till the last minute when the teacher says pens down. crap. i think i need to practice more and this requies better time management, back to square one, time. i guess i really enjoy slacking cause my week sometimes just so pack tt when i can rest, i rest all the way. but i hope i can change it in order to improve in my studies, i will try.
ok and tdy's taining was, er no comments. sianzz dam weird. dunno why also so long as its not for any bad reasons.
ok back to the point. you told me your decision, and said it was a decision tt was unanimous and you told me the reasons. it sounds logical, but our reasons are not illogical. few days ago i thought the situation wasn't tt bad, nw the truth falls on us. your one decision hurt all of us, we have our point, why cant you think in our shoes. maybe we are not thinking in your shoes, but we really want it. i really dunno, its just so complicated nw, and all of you are asking me. i know i want it a lot, but if the consequences prove me so wrong, what should i do? maybe really its just purely us thinking of ourselves, maybe not, i'm so lost now. but after so many rounds of explanation from all of you, im starting to doubt my persistance. im really confused. i really hope this can be sorted out and in our favour, but if your decision is really the correct one, i will take it, i hope it is. cause i don't really agree to it. but well i know we must consider the situation. i dunno now also...why is it so complicated?
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