Friday, January 19, 2007
haiz this sux. this week was jus so horrid, jus wanna forget about those unhappiness. i just wanna improve, just wanna become better, can't you grant me tt wish?
tdy before i went for trng i watched this show. this character asked something very meaningful: what is life? no one was able to answer it accept for another character. she said everyone has their different perspect on life. she thinks life is something natural, its like a cycle, like the rain when it goes into the river, and evaporate up into the sky and come down to earth again. its just natural. ok i don't think i can answer tt question either, instead i have lots more. what are we working so hard for in life? why sometimes things jus seem so negative? all these seems unanswered. well but i think life is something natural yet hard to understand. sometimes when we work so hard we still get nothing in return. like a leave on the ground always being stepped on, never a day will it be able to shine like the sun in the sky nor will it be of use like the water tt fall from the sky. it is just something so insignificant that no one notices it. ok i guess one guy in the show said something like this, but well this is wad i thought to.
many ppl encourages us by saying hard work pays off and failure brings us to success. but are all this true? i m unsure myself. ok i think i have said a lot and all of this might not even make sense. but well i dunno. i jus have this goal nw, and i am aiming for it, im really gonna fight this time. hoping...
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